April 2008
things to look forward to after graduation...
1. not doing group projects 2. not having to buy blue books 3. not having to read bullshit 4. actually having a weekend 5. going to sleep at a resonable time 6. not being an RA 7. not eating at the cafeteria 8. not seeing students 9. having free evenings 10. making money rather than selling my soul to USF 11. not having to buy textbooks that ill never read 12. lazy roommates 13. ridiculous...
Watchkeepinganotebook: While at Baby Mama, I saw this trailer for The Strangers. I had to cover my eyes midway through and then sleep with the lights on last night. I will be the first to admit that I am the number one pussy (Mission Impossible terrified me as a child), but this is fucking scary. i want to see this… during the day, though, of course….
Listen
ok. side note. so if you fuck with my brother, i swear to god ill fuck with you. im sorry if thats immature. UGH!
hi world. well….. we signed the lease!! omg, how EXCITING is that? now we are looking for furniture and stuff like that. so if you need to get rid of anything, let me knooooow. im at the desk right now… ill be here for another hour and a half. i’m very fidgety, though, becaues my back is freaking KILLING me. :( it sucks, man… but at least I don’t really have to do...
hi again
hey everyone, just wanted to say hi… and hope all is well in the world… yeah, thats all. kk
i kinda feel sorry for people who have to be around me right now. :(
Why do some men insist on shaving their amrs/legs? I think its weird and makes you look like a prepubescent boy. Except for SS. He just looks weird in general… ♥.
today has been a really bad day...
ok, maybe not THAT bad, but just really disappointing. I was hoping and praaaying that everything would work out… but it didn’t. thanks, BW. way to ruin my life. hmph. so it’s back to the job search… which is very, very, VERY stressful and disheartening. *sigh* i want to go home and take a nap… ♥.
:’( USF sucks.
Dear ass: you can kiss my ass. Hrmph.
every single time i am at the LV desk, I get really upset about this whole job thing. unfortunately, i have to be here… so i guess i have a lot of upset-ness to look forward to for the next few weeks… :( :’(
to stef:
thanks for reading our (mostly my) blog. i love you. ♥.
one of the best covers ever.
i am a bored. i am listening to music from freshman year of college. whoa. ♥. PS: im going to go ahead and assume that since i didnt hear anything about the job on friday, i am ‘fired’. or, well, just not hired (since i can’t be fired if i wasnt even hired in the first place). because apparently you are not supposed to fire an employee at the end of the week… don’t...
im back
hey boys and girls, after a short break, i am now back to write on the blog. things have been going pretty well lately… got the apartment that mary talked about, still looking for a job, things going ok in school/work, no big complaints. its getting a little hard to keep an open mind and stay positive about the job search… but i know that if i have to, ill work whereever to pay the...
i need some money.
im on the edge of my seat waiting to hear about this job. and by end of my seat i mean about to have a nervous breakdown/anxiety attack. i just want to know. and i want everything to be set and ready to roll after graduation. my heart is beating too fast. will you all please send me good vibes???
I really hate going to class on fridays. :[ hrmph.
i am ecstatic
we are going to live in alamo square. HA. :) now i just need to hear back about this job… i have one less thing to worry about. phew. i can no focus my energy on employment and such. gawrsh. i hope this works out… ok. i need to calm down… i need to relax. i need to breathe. i need to get this job…
dear kaylen: i think this has become my own blog. HRMPH.
im dying of exhaustion. i want to crawl into bed now. k thanx….
I CANT BE IN CLASS ANYMORE OR ELSE I WILL SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST. hmph.
so…. kaylen was about to go to sleep and im still studying for a test… and then i got insanely sad. im such a fucking idiot. im really distraught about this, actually. cause i dont care if he goes to sleep or not because im doing work. so why did i get so frazzled? like, i wanted to cry. holy mother of JESUS i feel like the biggest dumbass in the universe. yeah. no joke. can someone...
KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US GOOD VIBES!!!! KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!! SEND US...
Man. What a waste of my time and $18. Hrmph. :’(
i sat on my toe and it hurts. still. god. kaylen and i are looking for apartments. i think im starting to sorta get over my anxiety. oh wait, not. ok. byebye. ♥.
just in case you were wondering… im still really distraught about this finding a new home thing…. i kinda wanna buy a one-way ticket to, like, the moon. or something. i have really bad anxiety. HRMPH. ♥.
Looking for a place to live is still making me really sad. :’( Hrmph. ♥.
hrmph, part 2
yes it is…. it is too stressful and too expensive. ♥.
hrmph.
nah… its not that bad.
looking for apartments sucks. hrmph. ♥.
im sitting in this café waiting for a woman named Lisa. it’s a pretty nice café, so I cannot understand why one would giv it such poor reviews on yelp. but then again, this is only my 1st time here. hm. we’ll see… So Kaylen and I are apartment hunting. and job hunting. basically, we are trying to survive in this city after May 17th at noon. whoops. We’ll see what...
“I want that dr. pepper… can i just steal it from her?”
– toolbag USF recycler who saw my drink…
I am so over school….. :( ♥.
me = idiot
so my dumbass self did exactly what i said i wouldnt do. tomorrow at my 8pm class i have about 10 pages worth of single space field notes due. im supposed to be keeping up with them and writing them after every day i do my internship.. .but no, i decide to put it off to the last possible day.. eff. now im hating lyfe writing/ making shit up about my internship. p.s. thanks for the tea mary
just a little sampling from my good friend,...
kaylen’s not feeling so well today, i think. maybe he had what i had… which would mean i am not allergic to croissants… still not willing to risk that, though. class went well. now at work. waiting for kaylen to come home so i can nurse him back to health…. AND i found the PERFECT apartment. called the guy, he hasnt called back. but it has only been about 40 minutes? maybe...
TGI almost F
todays this week been a long day week… been working on this presentation think about this novel “Itzam Ná” which is just plain confusing. yeah. for reals… i have no idea what im talking about. but… im ok with that. i think. I HAVE A 2nd INTERVIEW IN A WEEK! im very excited… side note: my parents are in new york city. WHAT THE HELL?! why can’t i go? I am...
being a bit under the weather sure does suck. I’m so glad that I have a really great boyfriend to comfort me and such… even if he’s hella stubborn. ♥.
